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Tuesday, February 28, 2017

Unshackled Moments ~ February 28, 2017 ~ Poopy Ants

Yesterday afternoon, my wife, Leah, and I went over to my mom's for a visit. After talking for a while, the time came to leave. Leah and I wanted to go get dinner, and my father had gotten home from work. I wanted to give him time to relax and be with mom. I think that time when you first get home is nice to have alone with your spouse when possible. So, I wanted them to have that time to themselves, and I stood to get ready to leave and told mom that we needed to go.

I was standing to the left of Leah's chair. The problem was that I was also looking to my left, and I did not see Leah offer her hand to me. It turned into something amusing. I help Leah up, carry things for her, open doors for her, and such, quite often. I love her and enjoy helping her and trying to make sure she knows that I care for her, value her, want her to feel special and help her when she needs it. If she had really needed help getting up, she would have asked. Instead of lowering her hand and not waiting for help when she noticed I wasn't looking, she would have said something to get my attention. She knew my not taking her hand right away and helping her up was not a sign that I didn't love and care for her, nor a sign that I wouldn't or didn't want to help. She decided the help would have been nice, but that it was unnecessary. She could do it herself, and knowing how I love to be of service to her, she joking said that I missed the chance to serve. I joked back that she missed the chance to be served and to be helped. Mom told us to be nice, and we were all laughing.

But it occurred to me that all too often this happens with us and God, only then, it isn't as cute or amusing. It's sad, and it really is a missed opportunity for us to experience the love and care of Daddy. And for Him to be able to express His love for us. The love of people is fragile and flawed, unlike the perfect love of Abba. Still, sometimes it feels more tangible. We pursue relationship with Him, but sometimes we don't really feel His presence. Sometimes we are so like a toddler with our Daddy that we don't understand why He is refusing to let us eat the piece of candy lying in the dog poop, covered with ants. We want the candy, and Daddy says no. He's mean, or He doesn't love us and care for us.

When we reach out and cry out to Jesus, He hears and has compassion. The Holy Spirit knows our need before we ask. Daddy loves us and is always a good Father. But we doubt all of those statements at times. Add to that doubt a tendency to desire independence over the total dependence and reliance on God, and you have a recipe for misery. We reach out for help from God, and in about half a spiritual second, we have decided that God isn't looking, hasn't noticed us and isn't going to. We reevaluate and decide to do it ourselves. We don't like that we need God's help in the first place. It would have been nice, but it's not necessary. Besides God helps those who help themselves, and if I get part way up and can't complete rising, maybe then God will be forced to help me before I fall. It may not be such a conscious attempt to manipulate and force God's hand, but I believe there is an element of that at times.

It's like a child yelling Daddy help me swing! The father says, just a minute, and I will help you. But the child doesn't want to wait and starts trying to swing by himself. He falls from the swing and breaks an arm. As his father is carrying  him to the hospital, he complains to his father that he wouldn't have gotten hurt if he had been helped like he asked. Seriously? If he had just waited a minute, like his father said, he wouldn't have gotten hurt either. If I had been the father...never mind. Yet another reason it is a good thing that I am not God.

The plain simple point is this, from the greatest to the least, from Abraham the father of faith to Dalyn Woodard and all the rest of us, when we do it ourselves, in our way and in our time, it gets messed up. Sometimes badly.Abraham wound up with Ishmael before Isaac, and thousands of years later these two brothers are still trying to kill each other in the Middle East. Maybe it's not that big of a mess. Maybe all that happens is that we get up on our own, and it is a little more difficult. But don't you see, Dear Reader? The latter is actually, in some ways, worse than the huge messes!

We do it ourselves, and the wheels fall off. Oops, well, that didn't work. I guess I should've waited on Daddy. Maybe asked again. Maybe this mess is why He wouldn't help me do it. But the other, when it doesn't go horribly wrong, gives us a false sense of independence, and worse, a false understanding of dependence on God. We begin to believe that God only helps when we're in a huge mess or too much pain or danger to make it, or worse that we can't depend on Him at all because we never know if He's going to help us or not. Maybe He doesn't even really care about what we're going through. Or maybe we don't deserve His help. We need to do better. Make Him proud of us and like us so that He'll pay us attention and render aid. Maybe we're on our own down here more than not after all.

No, that's all bogus. You could fertilize your spring garden with it if it had any substance. First of all, God doesn't help those who help themselves. God helps those in need. And we all need Him. And just because you don't get the poopy ant covered candy the second you reach for it, doesn't mean God doesn't care. It means He cares and understands your needs better than you do. And just because He doesn't jump through our hoops and give us what we want, the way we want it, the moment we want it, doesn't mean He's a bad father.  We all know letting your two-year-old run the show like that is a bad idea, bad parenting, and that the kid will grow into a monster. Daddy is raising us to be like Jesus. He is not trying to prove His love by making us god. Jesus came to serve us, but not to make us His master. His service is out of love, not duty, and Father really does know best.

So let us pray to learn to not pull our hand back so quickly. Let us not decide He's ignoring us or too busy for our little problems or doesn't care before we even give Him a chance. And if it does begin to seem like we're not getting the candy, let's give Him a chance to teach us about poopy ants and His desire that we have something better.



Unshackled Life Ministries is grateful for every person that reads the daily Unshackled Moments and or listens to the messages. I want to thank those who have clicked "like" on something that blessed or ministered to them. It is encouraging to know that God is using this ministry to help and bless others. Please remember that if God used something from this ministry to help, encourage or bless you, it could also bless someone else. Would you help get the devotions to more people by sharing the Moments and messages that you read or listen to? Hitting the share button instead of or in addition to the like button will help us reach more people with the good news of freedom and the encouragement to live an Unshackled Life. Thank you and God bless.

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Monday, February 27, 2017

Unshackled Moments ~ February 27, 2017 ~ More Than Inventory

Continued to take personal inventory, and when  we were wrong promptly admitted it.
- Step 10

This is not easy to do, and I admit that throughout my day I am not always quick to check myself. I don't shy from the end of the day review, but all too often I slip on the cruise control and go with the flow. I am grateful that I don't have to do this alone, anymore than I have to do any of the other alone. And like the rest of life, recovery and discipleship, it's all about relationships.

Search me, Father, and know my heart Try me and know my mind
And if there be any wicked way in me 
Pull me to the rock that is higher than I (from Psalm 139:23)
I just wanna know Am I pulling people closer? 
I just wanna be pulling them to you 
I just wanna stay angry at the evil 
I just wanna be hungry for the true
- from I Just Wanna Know by Steve Taylor

If we pray things like the above song quote or even sing it as a prayer, as I do from time to time, or pray the verse that inspired it, or even just ask God to guide us as we go about our day, Step 10 can become so much easier and of more use than simply knowing we screwed up again and need to admit it. It can be a blessing of relationship as the Holy Spirit speaks to us and lets us know when we're getting off track or stops us before we do, like a friend keeping us from stepping into traffic while distracted.

When we let the Holy Spirit check us, take our inventory, we get a true revelation from a friend. Just like my wife can look at me and say that wasn't very nice, when I act unloving toward someone, giving me instant feedback instead of the comfort of waiting until the end of the day and making me check myself then  and there, the Holy Spirit can do the same thing and then teach me something or remind me of truth I already know to enable me to grow from the experience. It's not just correction. It's Daddy's patient understanding and compassion with me that blooms into compassion and love for others.

Yesterday morning, I had such an experience, at church no less. Now, one might think that church would be the place where it is easiest to do right or that I am saying that the Spirit simply used the spiritual atmosphere to reveal where I got off course about 180°. But no, Dear Reader, what I am saying is that within a few minutes of getting to church, before the meeting even started, I fell smack dab into a big, stinky pile of self.

I run the sound at Nacogdoches Christian Fellowship, and as anyone who runs sound knows, and most musicians know, if you move the speakers in a room, you change the entire EQ. The room has to be reset, which is a little time consuming and difficult when there are people in the room talking or singing and you're hearing other things besides what's coming through the system. It's just easier to keep the sound right if people leave the soundboard and the speakers alone. And over the years, it's become a bit of a peeve of mine.

There is another church that using the Nacogdoches Christian Fellowship building from time to time for special worship when they are doing something and their building is not large enough. This weekend was one such time, and no one told me. I walked in to church, minutes before it should start, and saw the speakers had been moved. And not just a little bit. Frustration immediately flowered and bloomed. I complained it had happened. I said that I would try to fix it quickly but likely the first song or two of our worship service would sound like crap. I didn't try at all to hide or hinder my exasperation as I readjusted speakers and EQ.

About five minutes after I finished and got still and quiet enough inside for the Holy Spirit to speak and have me hear, He did. What was the purpose of all that? Did it help things go faster or more smoothly? Did anyone in this sanctuary who saw that see Jesus in any of your actions or reactions, or did they simply see how you had been put out and inconvenienced? Is it really too much a hardship for you to give 10 or 15 minutes of your time, energy and ability (which Daddy gave you in the first place) to reset the sound in exchange for a group of your brothers and sisters, whom you are supposed to be loving, having a place to praise and worship Him?

I nearly wept. It had seemed like such a small thing. I didn't get loud. I didn't cuss. I didn't throw a tantrum. I just got all centered on myself, and how this affected me, and forgot completely about anyone witnessing my reaction to being slightly inconvenienced, forgot about why the speakers were moved in the first place (so that people could praise and worship God, and I am all about that), and that my purpose has nothing to do with keeping the sound right at the church. My purpose is to deny self, be a reflection of Jesus, and love God and others. And suddenly that little thing seemed like the actions of anti-Christ, because it was the exact opposite of how I have been called to live. It had become all about self, all about me, instead of all about Jesus.

I didn't make excuses or blame shift. I saw I had messed up. The Holy Spirit took my inventory, and all I could do was admit it to myself and Him that I acknowledged He is right, and I had been wrong. After church I told my father what had happened, and that completed Step 10 on the matter. Inventory had been taken. Not by me, but I heard it and received it. I was wrong and admitted it to God, myself and another human being. But what about the more?

The more came a few minutes after the Holy Spirit's reading my inventory to me. An idea popped into my head that would make it easy to move the speakers, instead of trying to make people work around them, and yet also make it easy to make sure that the speakers could easily and quickly be put back in the right place and position without having to rework the sound. Those who know me well, know I am neither engineering nor mechanically minded. and any such idea was Divine Inspiration, tips from Teacher, and not my own. It will be easy and inexpensive. And the next time the guests come, they will be surprised with a sound man thrilled to see them because they are coming to give God glory, and eager to move the speakers out of their way. I hope it happens soon.

My point is this. The situation has happened before. Most times, unless I got seriously frustrated, I never even caught it upon nightly review, so nothing changed. When I did catch it, I realized I had gotten angry, repented and moved on, not thinking I owed any amends, because the people I was upset with didn't even know.  Nothing changed. Nothing got better in or outside of me. But when the Holy Spirit did my inventory, I saw the truths and the depths of self I had sunk into. What had looked to me like no big deal, was  huge, because in that moment I had shown nothing of the love of Jesus to anyone.  I had made my comfort and convenience more important than the glory of God. As soon as I realized that, accepted it and asked for grace to enable me to love as I should, I had the idea of how to solve the solution for the benefit of all involved and the the glory of God. And that too me is awesome. It's so much better than the result of even catching it myself. Because I need more than to see it, acknowledge it and make amends. I need to see the extent of how unlike Jesus I still am, I need to be led to the Rock that is higher than I. I need to stay hungry for truth and get closer and closer to Jesus, and, in the process, draw others closer to Him as well.

That can't happen as well or as often if I check my heart with my mind. But if I walk in relationship with Jesus, desiring to be more like Him and be a reflection of His light, then the Holy Spirit has the pliability in me that allows Him to say Hey Dude, you screwed up, and here's a better way. It's not just making it right, it's growing in love. Love for God, and love for others. And this is not some mini-success story starring me. This is about how awesome a teacher and inventory taker and comforter and problem solver the Holy Spirit is. Seek first God's glory and relationship with Him and the desire for others to have relationship with Him, and you won't be wandering around trying to figure out if you're on course, doing it right or whatever. You will be going through your days with a friend who will call you on your crap, but also lead you to the love that can make it right and better.




Unshackled Life Ministries is grateful for every person that reads the daily Unshackled Moments and or listens to the messages. I want to thank those who have clicked "like" on something that blessed or ministered to them. It is encouraging to know that God is using this ministry to help and bless others. Please remember that if God used something from this ministry to help, encourage or bless you, it could also bless someone else. Would you help get the devotions to more people by sharing the Moments and messages that you read or listen to? Hitting the share button instead of or in addition to the like button will help us reach more people with the good news of freedom and the encouragement to live an Unshackled Life. Thank you and God bless.

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Sunday, February 26, 2017

Be Still And Love

Wally Flynt on the benefits of being still and getting close to God, the importance of relationship with Jesus, and the importance of loving and praying for those who have not yet found that relationship.. The message,  "Be Still And Love" is about 4 minutes long and was recorded at Nacogdoches Christian Fellowship on Sunday, February 26, 2017. It's our prayer that you are blessed and ministered to as you listen. May God bless and keep you.






Unshackled Life Ministries is grateful for every person that reads the daily Unshackled Moments and or listens to the messages. I want to thank those who have clicked "like" on something that blessed or ministered to them. It is encouraging to know that God is using this ministry to help and bless others. Please remember that if God used something from this ministry to help, encourage or bless you, it could also bless someone else. Would you help get the devotions to more people by sharing the Moments and messages that you read or listen to? Hitting the share button instead of or in addition to the like button will help us reach more people with the good news of freedom and the encouragement to live an Unshackled Life. Thank you and God bless.

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Saturday, February 25, 2017

Unshackled Echo ~ February 25, 2017 ~ He Will Direct Our Paths

Today's Unshackled Echo was previously published on
June 12, 2013 as He Will Direct Our Paths.


Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.
~ Proverbs 3:5-6


So often we become anxious trying to figure out what we need to do in life or about a particular situation. And sometimes we feel like we can't move until we have all the answers. It's as if we're not comfortable and able to have peace until we know all the steps and turns and stops of the journey. We need to see the whole plan, or at least the plan for months and years ahead so that we know we're on the right road.

But these verses tell us that we don't have to live like that. We don't have to be ruled by anxiety because we can't see the whole picture clearly. We are assured here that we can trust in God, and that He will never fail us. We don't have to worry about if God has us or not, because He does, We can trust in Him.

And we don't have to lean on our own understanding. We might not be able to see the whole picture or know exactly how things are going to turn out. But God can, and we can know that as long as we are doing and surrendered to His will, we will be taken care of. 

But sometimes we don't even know where we should place our next step, much less what's down the road a mile or two. In those times we have this promise, that while we don't have to understand everything and can trust in God, if we acknowledge Him, if we recognize His place in our lives and accept His truth in every situation, that He will, not might but will, direct our paths.

It can be like having the faith to believe that while we can't see what to do, if we will step out in faith, He will place the correct path under our feet and make sure that we get to where He needs us to be, He causes the right doors to open and close. He brings that right people into our path, As long as we acknowledge Him by accepting His truth  and recognize who He is in the situations that we face, He will make happen what needs to happen to carry us to the places and situations He's called us to. 

We don't have to figure it out. We don't have to make it happen. We can trust that God is in control, sees what is needed and can fulfill His purpose, if we give Him his proper place in our hearts, our minds, and in the situations of our lives. What a wonderful pressure relieving promise. Knowing God is God and will care for us is what brings the peace that passes all understanding and gives us rest in the midst of the storms and uncertainties of life.




Unshackled Life Ministries is grateful for every person that reads the Unshackled Moments, Unshackled Echoes and or listens to the messages. I want to thank those who have clicked "like" on something that blessed or ministered to them. It is encouraging to know that God is using this ministry to help and bless others. Please remember that if God used something from this ministry to help, encourage or bless you, it could also bless someone else. Would you help get the devotions to more people by sharing the Moments and messages that you read or listen to? Hitting the share button instead of or in addition to the like button will help us reach more people with the good news of freedom and the encouragement to live an Unshackled Life. Thank you and God bless.

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Friday, February 24, 2017

Unshackled Moments ~ February 24, 2017 ~ Cultivating Humility

In this week's message, The Root Of Joy, I used Paul's writing in the second chapter of Philippians to teach on humility as the foundation of our joy. In order to do that, I had to spend some time trying to show what humility is. But in trying to keep the message under an hour, I feel I failed to really give much in the way of practical, put into practice suggestions as to how to go about pursuing humility and encouraging its growth by grace in our lives while keeping binders on pride. So in today's Unshackled Moment, I would like to remedy that and give some suggestions for nurturing and developing humility as one of the foundations of recovery and also the path to joy.

Pursue truth. That's number one. Seek truth and pursue it. Yes, of course this means in the area of spirituality, but not just there. In all things, at all times, be a lover of truth. In the how it works of most 12 Step programs you will usually hear about how the spiritual program of recovery works for those who are willing to be rigorously honest with themselves. If we are going to live a life of rigorous honesty, we must be careful not to feed on or allow lies. But walk in truth. That means practicing the spiritual principles that we have learned in all of our affairs at all of the time, to the best of our ability by grace, of course. Progress not perfection.

I'm not saying don't read fiction or watch fictional movies and TV. But I am saying let us not take in nor give out falsehood disguised as truth. People are going to believe different things, and so what one person may believe might be different that what others see as truth. Some truth is indeed relative because there is no way to objectively view all the facts. Therefore someone might believe one thing politically or on certain issues and have facts to back up their position while another person has facts that the believe proves the opposite. That's just the way it is. But here's a challenge to myself, and you are welcome to join me, Dear Reader. I pray you will.

Next Wednesday, March 1, is Ash Wednesday. Many will be giving something up for Lent. Whether you practice Lent or not, I challenge you to join me in total truth pursuit from March 1 until April 15 (unlike other Lenten fasts, I personally plan to include Sundays on this). First, let us not retell a single bit of hearsay or gossip that we do not know to be true. Not that we hope it's true or think it might be or probably is or even that we choose to believe it so that we can tell it. But let us be rigorously honest, and if we do not know it's true, don't state it as fact, whether it is about a person or a group or an issue. If someone is talking to us, and we see they are spreading gossip or hearsay, then let us dare to stand for truth enough to stop them, and say something like,I appreciate that you want to share this with me, but since neither of us were actually there and can't know for sure what happened, let's just agree to pray for those involved and talk about something else. And this  is especially challenging and important when it comes to spirituality. Let us refuse to participate in gossip disguised as concern and or prayer requests. I don't need to know what you heard is going on with poor struggling so and so, especially if you don't KNOW it's true. Just give me a general, please be praying for so and so, they need it. That's enough. The Spirit knows what we need before we ask. I don't need the details, and neither do you.

And to quickly extend this to social media, how about 46 days of bogus facts and propaganda free life? Today is National Best Friends day. Tag your best friend and share. But it's six months old still being reshared. It will literally take less than a minute to check and see if it really is National Best Friends Day or if it really is the anniversary of the start of the invasion of whatever or if Bon Jovi really did die, and if so, was it really on this day in 2012? And did they really find Indiana Jones' whip in the desert sands and are the anti-film groups really upset about it? Easy to check. And if it's not true or accurate or right, let's not recycle it and spread it. And we want to be informed with and by truth, so let's not believe anything without looking to see if this is from a propaganda machine or is satire or if there is at least one legitimate news source agreeing or backing up the "facts" before we spread the news that the sky is falling, regardless of which side of the political or issue coin you call. I assure you, Trump is not even thinking about deporting American Indians, and people trying to make homosexual marriage legal are not really just instigating the first step of a super secret plot to make you have to legally allow your neighbor to marry your dog in your church. There are enough arguably true beliefs on all sides of the political spectrum and on every side of every divisive issue without any of us perpetuating the spread of the easily proven bogus and the ridiculous.

But more than simply not gossiping or not spreading questionable propaganda let us embrace, pursue and follow truth, wherever it is found and wherever it leads. If it leads to wow, the other side may be right, or may have a point there, then follow it. If it leads to yes, officer, I know why you pulled me over. I was speeding. Then go there. If it leads to I can't call in sick today though I really don't want to go to work, because I'm not sick, then go to work. If it means you can't go to work because you told the truth in your resume or on your application, then tell the truth, don't get the job, and keep looking for what you can get in the way of employment while staying in truth. If it means I always believed my church was right about this issue but the Bible actually says this, so I will chose to believe what Scripture says and not for comfort's sake follow the teachings of my pastor, my church, my denomination, my religion, my family etc. says over what God says, then leave your comfort zone for truth. You get the idea. Rigorous honesty taken as so real and important that we won't protect ourselves or excuse ourselves with or through lies and manipulations and we will not try to support or oppose any belief, argument, idea or cause with anything that we have not verified as true. I dare me to do this. I dare you. Truth and humility are inseparable. You can't have humility without pursuing truth.

Close to that is the second suggestion, which is to believe what God says is truth. Whether we can determine it or not, there is a true and a false that is not subjective or relative. For example, there is a God, and I am not Him. God created everything that has been created and is the standard for what is and isn't true. What I mean be that, is also another challenge. Let's decide to value God's statements as more true than our fallible reasonings, thoughts and feelings. If God says we should love our enemy, let's act as though He is right instead of listening to the natural inclination to hate the jerk who is attacking us, our beliefs, etc. If God says you have value, then choose to listen to that instead of to the voice, inside or out, that says you are worthless. We can lie to ourselves and deceive ourselves, we can manipulate our thoughts and feelings in order to justify, excuse or even condemn. We can use the lies we have believed about ourselves, good and bad, to interfere with what God wants to do in and through us. Get out of the way. Don't listen to yourself over God.

Also don't listen to others over God either, but do listen to others. Have someone, or more than one someone, in your life who is also pursuing God and can see you objectively. Tell me when you see me getting off course. I can't see through my own desires in this, so what is your advice about what is going on? My wife tells me when she thinks I'm being mean, and so I check myself. If she says I'm acting angry, I pay attention, because she can see things in my attitude long before they get bad enough for me to see them. Seek advice and correction, and don't fight it or blame shift or excuse or run away. Own your part in what others see in your attitude and behavior and then seek help from God to deal with it as He would have you.

Be teachable. None of us know everything or are always right. Sometimes we can learn, even from our enemies and those who clash with us personally and even those who are not as smart. Don't write anyone off as being unable to learn something from. God told the truth through a donkey once, and I seriously don't think there is a single person that God can't use to help us grow and draw us to Him.

It's part of the step work, part of Step 10. It's part of humility. Be quick to repent. We continue to take personal inventory,and when we are wrong, promptly admit it. Repent quickly and completely. Don't wait until everyone is planning the surprise intervention. Don't make someone force you to say Uncle. Don't run, twist the truth, excuse and shift blame until the fruits of the curse begin to bloom. Own your crap. If you get off track it isn't because that other person did whatever they did.  I was wrong. I'm sorry. What can I do to make it right. What can I do to submit better so that God is able to remove this behavior and transform me further into the image of Jesus?

Also, give thanks with a grateful heart. Be grateful, and practice gratitude. Be thankful for people and tell them. Be thankful for God and for what He's done and doing and allowing you to experience, and tell Him. Proud people think they deserve everything. Humble people know they deserve hell. When we see anything beyond that as a real gift, we’re able to be thankful and grateful.

Finally, seek and celebrate and encourage God’s grace at work and others. I see God is changing you here, growing you here. I see what He’s doing through you here. I’see the progress being made in your life. Nurture and encourage others.



Unshackled Life Ministries is grateful for every person that reads the daily Unshackled Moments and or listens to the messages. I want to thank those who have clicked "like" on something that blessed or ministered to them. It is encouraging to know that God is using this ministry to help and bless others. Please remember that if God used something from this ministry to help, encourage or bless you, it could also bless someone else. Would you help get the devotions to more people by sharing the Moments and messages that you read or listen to? Hitting the share button instead of or in addition to the like button will help us reach more people with the good news of freedom and the encouragement to live an Unshackled Life. Thank you and God bless.

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Thursday, February 23, 2017

Unshackled Moments ~ February 23, 2017 ~ Frankenstien's Monster

It started with wanting to be like him. I mean, I said I wanted to be like Jesus, but really I wanted to be like my dad, the man who could  fix anything with a crescent wrench, a screw driver and WD-40. The man who could drink buttermilk without gagging. I wanted to be like him, and somehow I knew that if I were, I would also be like Jesus.

Somewhere along the way I learned that I was not like him, and I most certainly was not like Jesus. I felt sure that if anyone ever figured out or noticed just how much and in how many ways I wasn't like either of them I would be driven out like Frankenstein's Monster. So the me I saw in the mirror became something to hide from in the dark, and the world saw only the mask I made in Sunday School. And I learned that there were some things he couldn't fix. One of those things was me. Nothing could fix me. I was Humpty Dumpty, only nobody noticed because I was still walking around and playing and trying to smile, but inside I had shattered and the pieces had scattered. I hoped and wished that Jesus was still my friend and that some how, some way, I would or could learn to be like Dad, like my brother Jonathan was.

It was an accident really, and it wasn't anything like Dad. Dad never drank, but I discovered beer. Dad never drank, but by then I knew that I could never be, just simply wasn't at all, like Dad. I wasn't like Jesus either. I wasn't like any of the other kids in junior high. I wished I wasn't like me. But the drunk down the road left some beer in the ice chest on his back porch when he passed out the night before, and I was curious. It tasted sour and spoiled and made my stomach turn as much as the buttermilk I tried to drink to be like Dad had. I swallowed it down and forced myself, I still don't know why, to choke down the rest of the can as quickly as I could. My first beer, not even a teen, and instinctively I shotgunned it. Before it was gone I couldn't taste it anymore, though I could still feel the cold in my throat and stomach as the liquid entered me. But a moment later I learned I could be something else. I could be someone else. I could feel different. Or maybe I didn't have to feel? I wasn't sure, but either way, it was good. I wasn't like him, but I wasn't like me either. And I would try not to think about how even more unlike Jesus I had become, because it was obvious that no matter what the silly songs said, Jesus didn't like boys like me who couldn't even pretend to be good.

Drugs found me next. And liquor, the liquid fire that worked so much faster and better than beer. I would be in high school before long, that is if I didn't get expelled from junior high or kill myself, both becoming more possible each day. I barely wore the mask anymore. I only pretended at home until I could hide in my room or in the field behind our house. Well, and also at church, which had always seemed like home away from home, even though I knew I didn't belong, didn't fit in, didn't qualify and hadn't for years. The rest of the time I put the mask away and let my mirror face peek out. I didn't realize that this too was a mask, a created thing born out of the sadness and hurt and reactions to not being good enough to fool myself into believing that I could be like Jesus, much less like the man who could fix anything except me. I became the monster I hated and feared, except when the chemicals made me different or nothing. And different was better. And nothing was best.

And everything I used to try to change the me I had become, the me in the mirror, failed. And the magic potions made that better and worse. Worse, in that it made me worse and even more unable to be anything but the monster inside. Better in that they made it OK. If I couldn't be good, then I could at least be good at being bad and not care that I was a mutant, pieced-together monster and not the happy, good boy people made up when they told me stories of my childhood. And all the things I tried to close the gaps, to fill the canyons, between me and everyone else, turned out to be the wrong things, horribly wrong. I had been tricked, and the things that I had been told would bring me closer to the people I felt so ostracized from only made it worse and blew up the bridges I hoped to build. Even today I stand at the edge of canyons I dug at 13 and 14 and wonder if there is any miraculous way that a bridge can be built and relationships restored. By that time I had given up. I couldn't be like Dad or Jesus or Pappa (my mom's dad who was my hero) or even like the old me, which would at least be better than being the mutant I saw in the mirror. And it wasn't just drinking and drugging anymore. There were other things that made it better for a moment, that changed the way I felt, that made it hard to see the mirror me or feel him eating me up from the inside out. I tried all of them I could. One of them would be my salvation since Jesus must hate me now. I certainly did.

One of the other things would make it all better. One would not only change the way I felt about me and hide me from the mirror me, but it would change me. Because it would literally plant the seed which would change my very identity. I would no longer be the monster, the mutant, the freak or the bad boy. I would be Daddy. I wouldn't be like him. I would be him. I would do all the things that he did right. I would do none of the things that I thought he did wrong. I would be the him that I wanted him to be. And that would make me not me anymore. I would leave me and the mirror me in the past like a katydid husk and become something else. I would be blessed. I would have a quiver full of little ones who thought I could fix anything, and my name would change, and that would change me. I liked the name. I liked the way it would change who I was, who I would become. Daddy. Dads could be like Jesus. Dads could be better than...well, better than me. Dads were special, and there is no love greater than a daddy's love, right? I wanted to love like that.

The house of cards I built in which to hide myself from mirror me crashed, and I lost all hope. I learned that not all boys get to grow up and be Daddy. I learned that life is cruel and liked to tease and give and take away and make you hope and then laughs at you as hope dies like a fading echo of heartbeats that stop too soon. And even the people who say they want you and will take anybody didn't want me. Desert Storm came, and though I couldn't be like Dad, and I couldn't be like Jesus, and I couldn't be like the me I imagined I once was, and I couldn't be Daddy, I could at least follow Pappa's path. But the Army didn't want me, nor the Navy or the Air Force, and not even the Marines. They said it was because of my knee and that I couldn't pass the physical, but I knew better. I was so worthless I couldn't even be valued as fodder.

It was all downhill from there as the masks slowly stopped working, along with anything and everything that made it OK, that changed the way I felt or made me not feel, as every illusion that I could be happy, could be someone who could look in the mirror without gagging, broke into as many pieces as my insides. And God wouldn't even let me die. I know because I tried. More than once. I had been banned from the grave, made invincible in my misery.

Prison. I partied like it was 1999, because, well, it was, and I had nothing left but to burn out and crash. Go faster. The road had to end sometime, and maybe, if I couldn't end it, I could use it up, burn through a lifetime in a year or two of drugs, sex and rock and roll so intense that nothing could survive. Only I did. And survivors go to prison and live with survivor's guilt. It wasn't supposed to be this way. This isn't what my life was supposed to be like. The mirror had lied, tricked me, and all my solutions had been nothing more that snake oil poison provided by grifters and cons who stole my innocence and childhood and hope and me.

Something had to change. If God wouldn't let me die, I had to learn to live. Somewhere out there, there had to be a way to transform the cursed beast into a decent human being who could look unafraid and unashamed into the mirror. But there was a problem. So many of the magic potions the young monster had tried in attempt to transform into a real boy, or at least a monster who didn't care he couldn't be the boy everyone wanted him to be, had taken control and would not be cast aside. Not even prison could sober me up. But the pilgrimage began, and the searching continued. I looked everywhere until I finally looked back to where it all began. I knew the answer.  I just couldn't get there. I couldn't figure out how to make it work for me.

Parole placed me in recovery. Ironically enough it wouldn't be church and good religious folks who would lead me back to the place of Jesus Is My Friend. It was drunks and druggies like me, fellow monsters who told me that the monster in the mirror was the illusion and the mask and that there is a solution. I never imagined in all those years that freedom could be a short journey, that it was only 12 steps back to the beginning and transformation and everything changing. I found the way to the relationship I wanted and needed from the start. It hadn't begun with wanting to be like him after all. It had begun with wanting to be like Him and learning, knowing, hallelujah, Jesus is my friend.

I learned that Jesus loves me. I learned He always did, even when I wasn't who I thought everyone wanted me to be. I learned that I was never made to be like him, because I was made to be like me, and that God loves me as I am, not as I should be. I am not a mutant, a freak or Frankenstein's Monster made up of a dozen different pieces, some of them criminal. I learned that I don't have to change myself or make myself something I'm not or even figure out how to be good enough, because while my Heavenly Daddy loves me as I am, He loves me so much He won't leave me a captive, broken, mess of a sick slave. He made me new, and the new me is what I was always meant to be in the first place, a human being who is able to be friends with Jesus and others, not the monster hiding from the mob or scaring the villagers or being driven to destruction.

I'm going to be 46 in 23 days, which is ironic considering today is the 23rd. Two months beyond that I will have 7 years clean and sober. I am a preacher's kid still, but that is not my story. I am also a broken mes of a little boy growing up at 40, in public, but that is also not who I am. I am also an alcoholic, and an addict and an adrenaline junkie and..... and none of those are who I am either. I am a convict and a felon, but no, you guessed it, that also isn't who I am. Neither is the preacher and minister that I have become. Or the husband. Those are all pieces and part of my story that makes me who I am, but they are not me. And some things don't change. I'm still not Daddy, and I never will be, but that lost dream is also not who I am, and it doesn't hurt as much as it used to (though some days still remind me that God hasn't completely healed all wounds or completely filled all the empty children-shaped holes in my heart yet). Just because we find the Land Of Promise doesn't mean that every dream comes true. We can't always get what we want, and most days I'm OK with that.

I am all of those things and more. None of us are 2-dimensional paper cut-outs. Dads are more than Daddy. Pappas are more than men who once were soldiers. Jesus is more than a story to inspire little boys to be good. And I am more than all of the roles I have or the past I lived. The sum of all my parts and the sum of all your parts can not be reduced to simple terms or convenient definitions. But today I know who I am. I am that which once was a boy and then a monster and slave and has now become a boy again, a child of God, a new man, a free man, a pilgrim making progress who is still far from perfect. Oh, and all that is because I am a friend of Jesus. It turns out He really does love and like and want to be in relationship with bad boys like me, and bad girls and freaks and mutants and monsters and all of the marginalized who can't hide from the fact that something is wrong without Him and that they can never be good enough.

I'm still not like him, like my Daddy, but I don't need to be anymore. I do still want to be like Him, but I don't have to pretend I am and can admit without hiding or shame that I am not. One day He'll finish His work and I will be. Until then I'll just keep on being His friend and hopefully, by grace, live in such a way that others will want to be His friend too, so that they can get what I have been given.

Ironically enough, now that I know I am not like Dad and never will be and am OK with that, people tell me more than ever before how much like him I am. Daddy has become one of my very favorite words, because of Abba. It rarely rips me to pieces with taunts and torturous reminders of failures and dreams that won't come true and being Frankenstein's Monster. Isn't it amazing what love can do? And that's why none of the previous is my story. Because it isn't my story, or at least I am not the hero of my story. Love is my hero. And to tell you my story is to tell you of the amazing love of God that did everything it took to breathe life into the death of my soul and make beauty from the ashes of the monster who tried to burn out because he couldn't fade away.



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The Root Of Joy

Dalyn Woodard continues with Part 6 of the series on joy. In the first 11 verses of Philippians 2, Paul gives the core truth of the foundation of joy. He also shares what is perhaps the most significant passage on Jesus outside the gospels. The message,  "The Roof Of Joy" is about 5 minutes long and was recorded at Nacogdoches Christian Fellowship on Wednesday, February 22, 2017. It's our prayer that you are blessed and ministered to as you listen. If you missed any previous messages in this serious, Part 1, "Pursuit Of Happiness," can be found here, Part 2, "Joy From Loneliness," can be found here. Part 3, "Suffer Well," can be found here, Part 4. "Happy Joy," can be found here, and Part 5, " Joy In Facing Death," can be found here. May God bless and keep you.






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Wednesday, February 22, 2017

Unshackled Moments ~ February 22, 2017 ~ Horny Toads And Secret Sin

I hate fire ants. Hate. I believe they are a reminder of the curse. I hate fire ants. I seriously can't stress that enough. If I were God, all fire ants would be obliterated about a second ahead of the mosquitoes, and I'd create something that didn't sting, bite or suck blood for the other critters that feed on those two evil species to live on. And you know what? That's not even on the top 100 list of why it's a good thing I'm not God. I'd have the ecosystem way more out of whack than humanity has done it. But there is something related that I hate more than fire ants. Nope, it's not wasps or leeches or any creepy crawly stinging biting thing. What I hate more than fire ants is fire ant poison.

That may not make sense, since I hate fire ants so much. Believe me, I have no problem with killing fire ants. But I love the Texas Horned Lizard, or as we always called them, horny toads. I can't tell you how many of these cute little dinosaurs my brothers and I caught as children. In the 70's they were everywhere in Nacogdoches, or at least it seemed so. But I don't even remember the last time I saw one that wasn't in a zoo or herp center of some sort. It's heartbreaking to me to see these official state reptiles disappearing, so I guess really it's not seeing them that breaks my heart. Something cool and wonderful has been destroyed.

One of the main reasons that these lizards became a thing of the past rather than a common sight is fire ant poison. Fire ants are a problem in Texas. It's a sure sign of spring as the mounds begin to appear and spread across yards. And it's not simply a matter of not liking the mounds that make ants an issue. I remember a police officer in the DFW area being killed by a floating mass of the ants in a flash flood in the early 90's. They are horrible, and people want them gone from their manicured lawns. So they poisoned. And the horny toad began to disappear. The messed up thing is the fire ants are still all over the place.

What's the point? The point is that poison rarely only affects one species or one animal. Sin is a poison. As sin entered the world it brought death and destruction to all of creation. And when we allow sin in our life, it brings death and destruction to us and to those in our life. There is no such thing as benign, secret sin. It is easy to become deceived and complacent at times because we buy the lie that we aren't hurting anyone but ourselves. This isn't really an issue. This doesn't affect anyone else. As long as no one knows then no one can be hurt. But none of that is true.

Just as no species of animal is isolated and all are a part of an interactive system, we are not isolated. We are created for relationship with others. When we sow seeds of death and destruction in ourselves we can not prevent also spreading that death and destruction to the people we are relationship with. It is a common saying in the rooms of recovery that we are only as sick as our secrets, and we may think that it doesn't really matter if we allow sickness to remain and fester because we don't want to deal with certain things. But our sickness hinders our ability to function as we are supposed to. It gets in the way of our ability to consistently love God and love others. And when we can't love as we should, as Jesus loves, we fail those we are called to serve. We are not feeding others the pure bread of life. Instead, what we give others is tainted with poison.

I don't mean this to be condemning. The truth is that we are all sick. Some more than others, and how sick we are depends solely on how submitted our will and life is to the will and love of God. None of us can completely eliminate sin in our life, to love purely and without any selfishness or conflict of motive, or be a perfect reflection of the serving and loving spirit of Christ. But the more we access the grace of the Spirit to do that, the more life we give others and the less poison we spread.

It's about progress not perfection, but we can't progress while being comfortable with  sin in our life just because no one knows. Jesus made it clear when dealing with the Pharisees that the heart and what's inside matters to God as much as what people can see and easily detect about our attitudes and motives and thoughts. As much as we may try to keep our inner unloving poison from showing, it will bleed into our actions and reactions with others.

If we want to be an instrument of love and life, we have to be diligent to submit even our secret selves to the Spirit and become ready to allow God to change us and remove even the things outside of His will that we may excuse because no one knows. Our conduct can not be kept in our own little isolated bubble. What we allow in our private life will affect our public life as well, regardless of what we do to try to prevent that. We must weed the garden of our hearts and submit to God's process of removing the poisonous growths that choke out the desired life of love and the fruits of the Spirit. Only by constantly working to love within as well as showing love without can we access the grace to have our lives be an expression of the life giving love of Jesus and not the poison of our old cursed nature.



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Tuesday, February 21, 2017

Unshackled Moments ~ February 21, 201 ~ Understanding God

Today I want to share a few more thoughts on yesterday's topic of the God of our understanding. Regardless of whether or not we are taking a 12-Step approach to spirituality or not, if we seek relationship with God for whatever reason, from foxhole 911 I need someone to get me out of this mess to something's missing and nothing I am doing is filling it long or without backlash of consequence, we run into the God of our understanding concept quickly. First we come to believe that there is something greater, there is a Creator, a Lord, a God, and we begin to believe that He can restore us and give us life, specifically life worth living. Then we choose to turn our will and our life over to Him and His care.

Now, in step work these are the second and third steps, and they are clear cut and spelled out for people who may have no concept of God or who may have fled religion. We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity. Made a decision to turn our will and our life over to the care of God, as we understand Him. Those who do not explore the steps may never think of their relationship with God as one with a God of their understanding, and that is in large part what I addressed yesterday. But for those who may have begun their approach to God through step work and programs of recovery or who listened to folks like me who said that even non-addict Christians could greatly improve their spiritual life and discipleship by exploring Christian spirituality through the filter of the 12-Steps, I want to address something more on this concept of understanding God.

And that's just it. We don't understand God, not fully or completely or unhindered, and we aren't called to in Christianity nor told we should, could or would by the different 12-Step programs. Paul said, When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known - I Corinthians 13:11-12.

Some of us are control freaks, and before we can begin a relationship with God, we want to figure Him out, we want to understand Him. We read the steps, and what we see is not the God as we understand Him but rather we came to believe that a God we understand can restore us.... Some of the best advice I've heard on the issue of God for people in the beginning of the journey is that you don't need to stop or postpone the journey trying to get a grip on the whole God thing at the start.

Now I know that some Christians will become quite upset with me for saying such things. They would want a firm foundation built and the person given all the pertinent information about Jesus from the start. They think to do less is to fail the great commission to go and make disciples. But they're wrong. Long before and way more often than Jesus said to go and make disciples He told us to deny self and follow Him in service, to love and to be the flavor in someone's life and the light that pierces their darkness by loving as He loved. It is that foundation of loving that supports discipleship. If we don't start there, we don't build disciples in relationship with Jesus who love and serve as He did, we build little religious clones who become a stumbling block for the hurting and the broken and the marginalized who need help and a solution.

The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians: who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, walk out the door, and deny Him by their lifestyle. That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable.
- Brennan Manning

For those of us who have found the solution, we need to remember that it is attraction rather than promotion. I'm not saying there is not a time or calling to evangelize. Obviously I like and believe in telling people about Jesus. I'm saying that Jesus said if He is lifted up HE, not us, will draw the world to Him. Draw. Not drive. He will attract those who need Him like a flame attracts a moth and draws it in. If we shine the love and light of Christ in our actions, people will be interested in and find it easy to believe the words we say when we speak of that love and light not being us but the grace and love of Christ in us and available to them as well.

But for those who haven't found that solution yet, don't worry about understanding. Now, I am not saying turn your brain off or never worry about understanding. Goodness, please don't do that. God gave you a brain and the ability to reason and deduce and evaluate. Use it. But you can spend years trying to figure God out and barely scratch the surface. There is no point in holding on to the misery in the meantime, no point in staying in the danger zone of death and destruction. This is about finding a real relationship that will also change your life, not about changing your life and then finding a relationship. Understanding a person is much easier as a process than through investigation. When you become friends with someone and spend time with them and get closer to them, you begin to understand them more and more. I would suggest this is the easiest and best way to get to the point of beginning to understand God.

Even if you are leery or doubtful at first, Give God a chance to be your friend. Jesus said He is a friend who is closer than a brother. He is a friend to the friendless. He wants to be your friend and more. As you get to know Him, you'll start to understand Him. That's the way it works. Sorry, but if you wait until you understand Him, you'll never get to know Him. And this I say with full confidence from observation and experience, if you get to know Him, and I said know Him, not know religion or know others trying to walk the journey themselves but Him, once you enter into a personal relationship with the God who loves you and desires relationship with you and wants to heal, restore and free you to be the best you that you could ever be, the perfect and unique reflection of His glory, you will never be sorry that you did. You will never regret getting to know this Jesus guy.



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Monday, February 20, 2017

Unshackled Moments ~ February 20, 2017 ~ The God Of Our Understanding

Made a decision to turn our will and our  lives over to the care of God, as we understood Him.
- Step 3

This is the wording of Step 3 for the original 12-Step program, Alcoholics Anonymous, and the others, the offshoots like NA, GA, OA, SA, etc., are all about the same. With exception of a couple of Christian spirituality based 12-Step programs, one finds throughout the steps and the literature that little phrase about building a relationship with a God of our understanding. It drives some people to distraction. I've known some Christians who wouldn't participate in recovery programs because of this. But, I for one don't let it bother me, and I love it for a lot of the same reasons that it is there in the first place.

It's in there, because, especially in the United States, many, if not most addicts, whether they are over eaters or gamblers or alcoholics or whatever, have a pretty messed up understanding of who and what God is, they have a lot of fear and or anger towards their conception of God, and they have fear, and anger directed toward and hurt caused by religious people and those who they see as representatives of God. But whether in our cups or not, even if one has never been addicted to anything, we all worship a God of our understanding. Even atheism is worshiping ourselves as God or the idea of there being no higher power than us, and that idea is birthed from our own understanding.

It doesn't bother me that recovery programs seek a God of our own understanding. Here is why: because in truth we can do nothing else, because people who have been exposed to religion and damaged by the religious often have the most messed up ideas about God, because I think it is foolishness and arrogance to claim to understand an infinite God with our little 3-pound, finite brain, and, most of all, because I don't think it bothers God.

I won't quote the passage here, but if you like, you can read about how the Apostle Paul used the idea of worshiping an unknown god in Athens to reach people with the good news about the God who loves us and gave Himself for us in Acts 17:16-33.

Leah and I are approaching the seven year mark of being together. What amazes me about that is how much she still loves and cares for me. She's easy to love, and I love her more now than I did at the beginning, and I was totally gone for her from the start. I'm not so easy to love, at least I feel that way. But here's the thing. Not only do I love her more now, I understand her more as well. Leah and I had some amazing and deep conversations at the beginning of our relationship that demonstrated the connection and similarities between our hearts. I understood her, and she understood me in a way that no one else seemed to. We shared that understanding and acceptance, and it drew us closer together.

But now, we've been legally married for six years, and despite the way it looked and felt, we barely knew each other at the beginning. In those six years we have held one another and talked to one another and continued to build our relationship. We are closer now than we were, and we know and understand  each other so much more than before. I can't really imagine it getting any deeper, understanding each other even more, or loving more, but at the same time, I have a feeling that in 20 years or so I will be able to look back and say man, we didn't even hardly know each other seven years in compared to now! I love her and understand her so much more today than I did at the beginning!

If it happens like that with two broken and messed up people who fall in love, and grow closer to each other as they draw closer to the God who is in the process of healing and transforming them, how much more will it happen within the personal relationship with that God? I don't care where you start. Jesus said that if we seek Him, we will find Him. If we are honestly pursuing God, we will get where we need to get, and none of us start at right or full understanding. Whether it is in recovery or in the exposure to religion or anything in the spectrum between the two, we all start with a hesitant or exuberant understanding that perhaps there really is a God, or at least something more, something greater than us. That leads to starting to seek more understanding and relationship, conscious contact with the God of our understanding. Lord, I want to know You more.

And I really don't care if you start with a vague idea of Oneness or even a doorknob or Allah or Jesus or Captain flipping Kangaroo. If you are seeking, that is awesome. I won't try to shove my understanding down your throat either, but what I will do is share my experience with you and anyone else that asks, will listen, etc. Because I did some seeking. I sought in drugs and alcohol and pleasure and sex and adrenaline rushes. I sought in Hinduism, Buddhism, Wicca, Islam, Philosophy, Philosophical  Hedonism, Christianity and more. I found something real and true, and I know that because of the results and because of the relationship. But you know what? My understanding today isn't the same as my understanding seven years ago in May of 2010 when I got clean and sober. And if it was, then what I have is religion and not relationship. I don't care how you came to God or what you believe about God, if you're not growing closer, and if your relationship and understanding of who and what God is isn't changing, then you've quit seeking. You've found a system of beliefs.

May I encourage you now to force yourself from your slumber, much like Dorothy and her friends forced themselves up from the oblivion and sleep of the poppy fields and found their way back to the yellow brick road, and get back on the journey to seek, to improve contact and understanding and relationship. In growing comfortable and satisfied with the relationship we have is only the slow death of that relationship. With Leah, I still need to pursue her and seek to know her more and give myself to her so she can know me more if I want our relationship to increase rather than decrease. I need to do the same with my relationship with God. So do you. If you're understanding is that you have no understanding, or if your understanding is far greater than mine, we've in the same exact place today, in need of seeking Him. Don't get comfortable with the God of your understanding, get passionate about seeking and loving the God who loves and cares about you, and your understanding will grow as you experience Him in deed and not just theory.



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Sunday, February 19, 2017

Cross The Ocean

Dalyn Woodard on the difference between the way God loves us an how we naturally approach love. The message,  "Cross The Ocean" is about 10 minutes long and was recorded at Nacogdoches Christian Fellowship on Sunday, February 19, 2017. It's our prayer that you are blessed and ministered to as you listen. May God bless and keep you.






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Saturday, February 18, 2017

Unshackled Echo ~ February 18, 2017 ~ Forgiveness And Reconciliation.

Today's Unshackled Echo was previously published on
June 11, 2013 as Forgiveness And Reconciliation.



Yesterday, my wife, my mother, my father, and I spent some time visiting, and the conversation turned to spiritual things. I don't remember exactly how, but the subject of forgiveness came up, and along with it the idea of restoration or reconciliation. There is a difference between the two things. Sometimes we forget that. I realized as I meditated on the subject that I had allowed a lot of hurt into my life over the past several years because of misunderstanding the application of forgiveness and restoration.

I know a woman, a good friend of mine, who recently told me that she can not forgive her mother, although she knows she should and prays for the willingness to forgive. It just hasn't happened. This lack of forgiveness is not due to how horrible her mother's offenses were, and they were serious. The world would say my friend has a right not to forgive. But what happened to my friend is not the issue as much as the fact that every time she tries to forgive and allows her mother back into her life the damaging behavior is repeated, causing my friend to be hurt all over again.

As my friend put it, if I punch her in the face and then ask her to forgive me, and she does, what happens when I immediately punch her in the face again saying I'm sorry seconds later? How long is she expected to stand there and let me punch her in the face just because I keep saying I'm sorry and asking for forgiveness? I responded that the simple definition of forgiveness is to release someone from a debt that is owed, to no longer demand payment and justice for what has been done to us. But just because we forgave the debt doesn't mean that we have to keep giving the person checks to rack up more bad debt against us.

There is truth in my response, but my friend and I suffered from the same problem. We both confused forgiveness with reconciliation. They are not the same thing. Forgiveness is something that we have to do in order to be healthy spiritually. It is commanded of us by God. We are told to forgive as we have been forgiven. I won't go into to much detail about forgiveness here though. At the end of last month I wrote about forgiveness, what it is and its importance in an entry entitled Unshackled Echo ~ The F Word You can give that a read if you want to see more on the subject of forgiveness itself.

Reconciliation is different than forgiveness. It's the restoration of the relationship between two people. With full reconciliation two people are restored to the same depth and quality of relationship as there was before the hurt occurred, perhaps the relationship becomes even better than before. Sometimes this is possible and a good idea.  Sometimes restoring that relationship is simply asking to be punched in the face again.

Reconciliation can never happen without forgiveness, but forgiveness doesn't always bring reconciliation. Forgiveness has nothing to do with the person who did the harm and everything to do with the person giving it. We have to forgive whether the person who harmed or offended us deserves it or not, asks for it or not, changes or doesn't. Holding on to resentment and unforgiveness hurts us, not the other person. It hinders our walk with God. But while forgiveness is commanded regardless, reconciliation is dependent upon the other person.

It's important for us to understand that unlike forgiveness, reconciliation and restoration of a broken relationship is a process that is conditional. The conditions are determined by the attitude and actions of the one who has been forgiven. Those who commit serious and repeated wrongs against us must realize that their actions and responses affect the timing and the process of reconciliation, whether it happens quickly or slowly or not at all. Those who are truly sorry and repentant will accept this truth with brokenness and humility. It is only with God in control of the lives of both involved that there is grace for true reconciliation to occur when the damage is great.

When the hurt is relatively minor and not great, forgiveness and reconciliation should happen together. I Peter 4:8 reminds us that love covers a multitude of sins. When we withhold reconciliation over little things we are not walking in the love of Christ. For more on that idea, see Ephesians 4:32-5:1. Immaturity and manipulation are often the prevalent attitudes in a situation where the love spoken of in these two scriptures is  absent. This lack of walking in love is something that we need to deal with in ourselves and is not contingent upon the person who needs forgiveness.

When we are deeply or repeatedly betrayed though, forgiveness doesn't necessarily mean or require that we immediately grant the same level of relationship back to the one who hurt us. Even when God forgives our sins, He doesn't promise to remove all consequences caused by our actions. Forgiveness does not negate the truth that what we sow is what we reap. Reconciliation is amazing and should be the goal, but it's important for those who hurt others to understand that their actions will affect the process of rebuilding trust and if that is even possible. Just saying I'm sorry is not enough in serious cases and without a change in behavior and attitude, reconciliation can cause more harm to both parties.

A victim of domestic abuse is a good example of this idea. Let's say that a husband or boyfriend hits his partner. Regret sets in and an apology is made along with a request for forgiveness. Forgiveness needs to be given. But while forgiveness should be given, he should be made to understand that this kind of hurt destroys trust and will not be tolerated. If he continues in the behavior there will be consequences that could include jail time and loss of relationship.

When we have been significantly hurt and feel hesitant about reconciliation and restoration of the relationship, it's both right and wise to look for and require changes in the person who did the damage before allowing reconciliation. This is especially true when the offense has been repeated.

The act of forgiveness releases the desire for revenge and repayment. Romans 12:9 tells us that it's God's place to avenge and repay, not ours. Forgiveness is first and foremost about our relationship with God. When we truly forgive we should be open to the possibility of reconciliation. Forgiveness requires us to offer a repentant person an opportunity to demonstrate that repentance and rebuild trust, unless personal or family safety are clearly at risk. But when a person has repeatedly behaved in a harmful and irresponsible manner, they must accept the fact that reconciliation may not be possible, and it it is possible, that it will be a slow and sometimes difficult process.

When we're the ones who have done the wrong and desire restoration of relationship, we must guard our hearts against frustration and anger when it doesn't happen as quickly as we would hope. We need to continue to surrender to God and allow Him to do the needed healing in His own time rather than attempt to force a quick fix. Refusal to do this can show that we are not truly humbled over and repentant about what we did, that we fail to see the significance of the damage we caused.

If their relationship is not right with God, the person who did the harm, and this may be us, might begin to demand to be restored to the same level of relationship as before. They allow hurt and anger over the lack of relationship to dictate the process rather than God and love. They put the blame on the one who forgave, forcing the issue and implying that they should be restored by virtue of spoken apology and request for forgiveness. Anger burns within them over the very idea that the other person has shut them out of relationship. There may come a time when they remind the forgiver that they have asked for forgiveness and demand to know what more is wanted from them.

It's a very good question, and the forgiver has every right to say I need to be able to trust you again before I allow you into my life. Forgiveness is commanded by Jesus, Restoration must be earned. That takes time and effort from the one who did the damage, not just words.

There are a few main considerations in the timing and possibility of the process of reconciliation. They are the attitude of the person who harmed us, the depth of the betrayal, and the way we were hurt (the type of damage and if it was repeated).

When we work towards reconciliation the first and most important step is to confirm whether or not the person who hurt us is truly repentant. (Luke 17:3) An unrepentant person will resent having to jump through hoops. They will be angry over our desire to confirm the genuineness of their confession and repentance. They may even resort to manipulation by accusing us of refusing to forgive if we don't also restore, by saying that we want to get back at them for what happened, by reminding us that we have made mistakes as well (and maybe that they have forgiven us). They may even say that if we don't restore the relationship we can't have forgiven and therefore are not truly Christians.

These types of manipulation reveal either a misunderstanding of the difference between forgiveness and reconciliation or an unrepentant attitude. Don't be manipulated into releasing them from accountability because of attitudes that cause statements like the ones above. We should carefully and prayerfully wait to see signs of true repentance before restoring relationships that have been extremely damaging to us. We may even need to seek guidance from a counselor or spiritual adviser who understands the difference between forgiveness and reconciliation and can help establish boundaries and levels of accountability that govern steps toward reconciliation that are restorative rather than damaging.

It's hard to truly restore a broken relationship when we're unsure about the sincerity of sorrow in the person who hurt us. We need to be certain as possible that they are repentant, especially in cases of deep betrayal and repeated offenses. Even with God, if we will not forsake our own selfish betrayals towards Him there will be areas of distance in our spiritual relationship.

Only God truly knows the heart and mind of anyone, so we have to evaluate actions. Jesus said in Matthew 7:16 that by their fruit you will recognize them. We can't allow surface appearance of repentance to control our responses. Tears and repeated words of sorrow must not be allowed to substitute true changes in attitude and behavior.

So what do we look for in the process of reconciliation? The person who hurt us needs to accept full responsibility for their actions and agree to accountability from others. They can not continue in the same behavior or anything like it. They shouldn't be defensive about being in the wrong or have a light or dismissive attitude regarding the hurtful behavior. They shouldn't be resentful over doubts about their sincerity or the need to demonstrate that sincerity, especially in cases involving repeated hurt. And they must make restitution when necessary. If they are not willing to make right what they can about what they did, then they are not truly repentant.

Remember, "If we can restore to full and intimate fellowship with ourselves a sinning and unrepentant brother, we reveal not the depth of our love, but its shallowness, for we are doing what is not for his highest good. Forgiveness which by-passes the need for repentance issues not from love but from sentimentality." - John R. Stott, Confess Your Sins, p.35.

When we've been seriously and or repeatedly wounded, we are not wrong to feel hesitant about reconciliation. When there is true repentance on the part of the one who hurt us though, we do need to remain open to the possibility of restoration. God loves restoration, and we shouldn't close that door without clear guidance from Him to do so and without just cause. We need to be honest about out motives, making sure our desire is to do what pleases God and isn't about demanding justice, which shows unforgiveness in us. Settle the question of forgiveness through your relationship with God. Requirements for reconciliation shouldn't be retaliatory.

Be humble. Don't let pride get in the way of God's restorative work. We can't demand anyone earn our forgiveness, just as we have not earned our own forgiveness from God. To require change and that things be made right in order to restore the relationship is one thing, but to demand that things are made right before we forgive is not forgiveness at all. We can not claim to release someone from a debt that is owed and require payment at the same time. Boundaries for reconciliation are not about retaliation or revenge but rather bringing healing into the lives of everyone involved.

We need to pray for those who have hurt us. Luke 6:28 makes this clear. It's amazing how our attitude towards the other person can change and how we can be freed from the poison of resentment when we pray for them. Also pray for the strength and grace to follow through with reconciliation if that is God's will for us (Hebrews 4:16).

We need to be willing to acknowledge our part in the problem and correct that. Even if we didn't start or cause the dispute or hurt, our lack of understanding, careless words, or unloving reactions may have made things worse. We can't act as though their greater wrong negates our own. If we do, we can become self-righteous and lose sight of how our lives have been bettered by forgiving and by receiving forgiveness. We need to pray about and examine closely our role in the situation and ask forgiveness of God and the other person for our wrongs, regardless of the other person's attitude or repentance.

Don't be afraid to be honest about the process. If we need time to come to grips with the reality of what happened and their repentance, we need to be honest about that without using time as a way to manipulate or punish them. If we have good reason to be hesitant about restoring the relationship they need to be told that. Past apologies that proved to be insincere, for example, may hinder us from trusting their repentance. This is a legitimate concern, but they need to know so that we don't cause them added confusion over what is needed in order for reconciliation to take place.

It is not right to place conditions on reconciliation without letting the person know what is expected of them. What these guidelines are will depend on the nature of what happened, but restitution may be necessary, or counseling, or a period of time without the behavior being repeated, etc. These are possible boundaries that can be clearly understood, while they also leave it up to the other person to do them or not. 

Change sometimes requires time and work ~ see Philippians 3:12-14. Occasional failure to meet the requirements doesn't always mean they are unrepentant or not trying. Some offenses such as violence and unfaithfulness can allow for no slipping into old behavior. But behavior patterns are deeply rooted within us and can hold a powerful place in our lives. When it is not dangerous to do so, we should demand progress rather than perfection. God is still working on areas in our own lives that are not yet right, and we should also allow time for Him to work in the lives of those who have hurt us, But this time can also be a factor in how much the relationship is restored. If they stumble, we may need to repeat the process of confrontation, confession and repentance. Setbacks are often a part of growth and change. We can't be too hasty to permanently close the door on reconciliation.

We need to remain surrendered to the will of God and remember that He is in control and that things happen or don't in His perfect timing. All things work together for good for those who love God... When we're having a difficult time forgiving someone and with reconciliation, we can look for ways that God is using the situation for good. Does it provide an opportunity to bring Him glory? Does this experience make us better able to serve others and help them grow spiritually? Is it exposing sin and weakness in our own lives that we need to have healed and removed? Are we being challenged to grow in our relationship with God? Seeing that God can use the wrong done to us as an instrument  to help us grow and mature, to help others and to glorify Him can make it easier to forgive and move forward with the process of reconciliation.  

Once again we need to remain willing to restore others, as God leads us to. We must not seek to punish or retaliate or prolong the separation longer than needed or directed by God. But for reconciliation to take place the person who did the damage must also seek restoration and realize the harm they caused and have the willingness to stop the behavior and do everything God would have them do to restore the relationship. If they do not understand what they did is unacceptable and are unwilling to change, restoration can not and should not occur. But while we need to be open to the possibility, we need to be careful not to allow restoration sooner than God directs us to. If we do, the cycle will only be repeated. 

We must beware resentment and anger. In  Ephesians 4:27 we are warned that unchecked anger leaves us spiritually vulnerable. A few verses later we are instructed to Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. And be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake has forgiven you. Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children, and walk in love, just as Christ also loved you, and gave Himself up for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God: - (Ephesians 4:29-5:2).

It is important that we forgive. But let us not be manipulated by the enemy or others into equating forgiveness with reconciliation. I am grateful for better understanding in the distinction between the two, because it helps me see how God can protect me from further damage in some areas and also where I have felt the burden of rejection and unforgiveness over lack of restoration in my own life due to the wreckage of my past. We can be healed and restoration can and will occur if everyone involved is willing to surrender to God. But it may take time and require proof that God has changed what needs to be changed. How freeing it is to know that the lack of relationship does not have to mean that we have not forgiven or been forgiven.




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